About Anastasia Martone Anastasia Martone, a humble servant of our Lord Jesus Christ. I was born in Newark New Jersey. My mother was full blooded Italian. My dad was from Spain. I have two sisters and six brothers, and we lived a comfortable life in America, but my Dad decided to go to Spain. When I was a little girl about five years old my Daddy use to kiss me on my cheek before I went to bed. I loved my Daddy very much. I would wait for him to come home so I could get my good night kiss. My Dad promised my Mom the world when he took her and all of us to Spain, but after we got there everything went down hill. My Dad cheated on my Mother who was nineteen years younger than him, and yet he went and cheated on her with a younger woman than my Mom. So my Mom had no other choice than to leave him. So she took my younger sister and came back to the US. And there I was raised in Spain with the rest of my Brothers and Sisters. After I was there for six years my Mother came and got all of us and brought all of us back to the US. I did not like it here. So I wanted to go back with my Dad. And so she sent me and my Little Brother back to Spain. At the age of sixteen I was pregnant and had to get married, not that I wanted too because I was too young and did not know what real love was at that time. The day after our wedding we went on our honeymoon. It was my first disappointment, and after that, it was one disappointment after another. We went to Leon Castile. What a nightmare! We had to travel miles on horse and buggy, through bumpy and straight roads, and me being pregnant did not help at all. There were grape vines everywhere. And I remember getting off of the buggy to steal some grapes from the vines, as a sinner that was the best part of my honeymoon, stealing the grapes. Next we ended up in a house that was made out of clay way out in the middle of nowhere. That is where my ex husband’s family lived. So after we visited my ex husband’s family where we were suppose to spent our honeymoon, that same day when I was so tired from the long trip, and from being six months pregnant, my ex decided we should go to a bar. And so we went. They did not even have chairs and I wanted to go home to sleep, but my ex told me to go alone, to this strange Peoples house, and would not come with me. That was his first mistake because I was awfully embarrassed. Then After I had my baby, my first girl, he was called to the military, that did not help our love life at all. Then after he came back he went to work in Barcelona for over six months. When he got back, he left again and went to Bilbao. And after about six months, he calls me to go and live with him. We fought for a few days because I did not want to go with him, and I did not want to leave my Dad. I left my Dad very sadly with my daughter and I went to Bilbao. I cried because I did not want to go there. For weeks I was very depressed. We had to live with his land Lord. But then after we got a nice apartment. And things were getting a little better. But it didn’t last, we use to fight like cat’s and dog’s. My ex never wanted to spend the weekend home with me, he would say, you either come with me or stay home. Well, I did not want to go to bars to drink, sometimes I went and sometimes I didn’t. And if I decided to go see a movie! we end up going to see a western. Not that I didn’t like that kind of movie’s but I rather see a romance tear jerker. How I loved black and white movies especially the thirty’s forty’s and beyond. Now since I am close to God I never want to see a movie. All I want is more of him. But going back to my ex He will feel robed if it was not a western. Our relationship was going from bad to worst. The love we had was more of just a title. There was never passion just live and let live. He always would tell me after we broke up. I always loved you, I just wasn’t affectionate. But I missed out twelve years of my life with a man that never was romantic with me. I do care about him and I would want him to go to heaven. He is not a bad person, but he would not want God to rule over him. He thinks that by being a catholic, that’s enough to save him from hell. The Bible which is the word of God, says only Jesus can save you, so who do you believe, God’s word or man’s word, since man has made so many mistakes, I will go with the word of God. He thinks he is going to heaven and so does millions of people. But the Bible tells us that when Pilate, therefore, wishing to release Jesus, again called out to them. But they shouted, saying, "Crucify Him, crucify Him!'' And he said to them the third time, "Why, what evil has He done? I have found no reason for death in Him. I will therefore chastise Him and let Him go.'' But they were insistent, demanding with loud voices that He be crucified. And the voices of these men and of the chief priest! Were louder than the ones that wanted his release. As you can see, this goes on today, People rather live their own lives than to have Jesus rule over them. This is exactly what my ex said, God understands me, I don’t harm anybody and I’ll go to heaven someday, I don’t need salvation. Well God said you must repent, believe and follow him into his kingdom. If he, God, didn’t mean it, why would he jock around. That means God lies. Well God does not lie. We must go the path that he gave us, which is the way of the cross and the blood, for without the blood there is no forgives of sins. Hebrews 9:22 And according to the law almost all things are purged with blood, and without shedding of blood there is no remission for sins what I’m trying to say is because you do not want Jesus to rule your life, guess who will rule it Satan. Now back to me I was no angel I have not kept Gods law, I’m so ashamed of all the people I have hurt in my life every time we hurt someone it comes right back at us. especially my own daughters. I have prayed and I had to humble myself before them, for all the wrong and hurt I have caused them, and for not trying harder to save our marriage. My ex when I brought him here to the US he did not understand one word in English so he hated this country. He hated all the attention I gave my family and the attention I got back from them, he felt left out. So at that time I did not understand or didn’t even try. All I thought about was that he did not like my family and so it was over. I remember when I went to spend the day with my younger sister he calls me on the phone and told me that I better be back that same day, or not to ever come back. Well I told him I could not get a ride back till the next day and I did not have enough money for a cab. The next day came, I got a ride from my sister in-law. Well, to my surprised he wouldn’t let me in the house. My sister in-law talked with him and finally he open the door. After that he was angry with me and for three days. He said he wanted to throw me out of the window, he got violent and twisted my arm. For three days he did not seas to torment me. By telling me to leave and so I did. My older sister took me in and I never went back to him again. It took me a long time to recover but time left me scared, I could not trust anybody. And since love did not exist I thought all men were alike, ruthless, dominating, I thought I could never love again until Lee came into my life. The husband I have today is sweet honest considerate he is the man I always dream of. It was not so at the beginning. He was still good to me but we were traveling two different roads. I was heavenly minded and he was earthly. I remember fighting for Satan to release him, and finally God gave him a vision Easter day. God captor his soul the way that only God can do it. I got saved when I lived with my brother. My daughter and I lived with him for a long time. I was depressed and had no way out. I did not know how to drive, so I was stuck in the woods. But God had to bring me low to the end of myself before I cried out to him. And that I did. I remember one night calling for him to help me. Than after that I met this wonderful Christian lady who asked me if I would let my daughter go to church with her, that the church bus will come and pick her up. And I did not trust her since I was a catholic at that time I thought only catholic is the true religion, so she tries to make me feel better by telling me she use to be catholic also and since she believe in the one triune God I thought, well at least she is holier than me. She said, can you let your daughter come with us, I said maybe some other time. Since I did not know her well. I watched over my daughter like a Lioness, and that no harm will come to her. For all I know this lady is a stranger. But this Godly woman asks God for a neighbor friend who would speak Spanish and that will be a Christian. Well at that time I had a book on dreams, and I started to write dawn my dreams. As soon as I would wake up I would say to myself, now what did I dream of, and lots of times I was able to recall them. So the night I cried out to God I remember all to well, for I meant it with all my heart. I said Please help me. Oh! People out there who don’t believe in miracles, here is one for you. Psalms 18:6 said in his word -In my distress I called upon the Lord, And cried out to my God; He heard my voice from His temple, And my cry came before Him, even to His ears. Well soon the Lord sent her to me again, She was going for a walk and as she was passing by my house God spoke to her and said go visit Anastasia, she said no Lord she don’t want to hear it, but she told me that the Lord press this strongly upon her heart and she had to back track. She told me this after she led me to the Lord. Little did she know about, what I was doing at that same time when she did not wanted to stop by. I guess by now you are intrigued, ready to hear my miracle direct from God’s throne. I woke up that morning and I had the most wonderful dream ever, and as usual I started to write my dream dawn on paper. In my dream I had a long gown and I flew to the top of a mountain. I was holding myself to the edge of it, and guess who I saw there a very big God, so much so that he looked like a giant comparing to me. I knew he was the God of Israel because that was the only God that I knew as a catholic. So I call out to him and said. Oh God as I cried out to him, why when I call you, you never ever hear me. I waited for his response and he was silent, so I begged him, please answer me but he didn’t. So I seen as I looked around, his hair was white as snow. He had a huge rainbow round about him. And between him and me there was these ugly creatures, I was afraid of them, So I ask again why don’t you answer me when I call you, please answer me but he still was silence. The word Of God says [If I HAVE SIN IN MY LIFE GOD WILL NOT HEAR ME.] So as I focused on the ugly creatures I said what are you trying to say to me. Then a thought came to my mind as if God himself reveal it to me,and I said what are you trying to say to me, are these my sins. Well guess what as soon as I said this, God disappear. And I was so scared that the ugly critters were going to bite me. And as I looked back on how I can get off the cliff, I saw a rock were I can step onto. I was barefoot and now these creatures were on the other side were I was getting of. So now I begin to run fast and they were chasing me, one almost got my ankle. This dream setting took place in Spain because the house that I have reached was my ex mother in-law’s house. As I reached the house, I ask my oldest brother to open the door for me, and after I got in I asked him to shut it. when I also told him as I was scared please don’t open the door because they will also bite him one did bite him. As I was finishing my dream writing it dawn on paper, guess who was knocking at my door, you guessed right, the lady that just said to God no! the same day the same hour, I still had the letter on the table. coincidence or a miracle. To me it was a miracle, to you I don’t know. But I said to myself after I saw her I will let her in for she comes in the name of my God, and I want to hear what God, has to say to me through her. Guess what, I did not understand a word she said to me, but I was floating on cloud ten. The peace I felt when she was speaking to me, it is unknown to man. Only God can give that kind of peace. And this same day as she is preaching to me she asked me, do you want to pray with me I said yes. As she is praying, she stops and said to me please repeat after me. I did not know it was the sinners prayer, so as we prayed. all I can think about is, I want you to save me God, but how will I serve you. So again I cried out to the Lord please help me for I’m undone. But God was there to help a lost sinner as I was, so broken up by sin and so ashamed for hurting the one who paid the price that I was suppose to pay in Hell. He gave me another chance in life. Well, it didn’t happen over night. The next day she calls me and tells me to read this and that. And I did. Since he save me according to her, I wanted to know all about him. So I stop playing videos worldly songs. I burned all my records got rid of all that was not pleasing to Him and I started to feel his presence. I can remember the ecstasy of being so high that this feeling of owe will come to me day and night. I have never been so happy in my entire life. God would keep me awake for hours just so I can praise him from deep inside of me, for that is the only way he enjoys the praises of mankind. I would read all kinds of Christian literature everyday; I would wake up with Jesus and go to sleep with him. I would go outside and sing songs to my redeemer. He lives Buddha is dead Mohamed is dead all the little gods are dead, But Jesus took the keys of hell, open it, lead his captives free and hell could not hold him back. Death had no victory over him. He lives and because he lives you and I can face tomorrow, if only you will let him rule over your life. You are not reading this by coincident, for God says in Isaiah 55:11 so shall my word be that goes forth from my mouth; it shall not return to me void, But it shall accomplish what I purposed and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it. Now, at first my Family all went against me. I was better to them as a sinner than as a saved person. But I was prepared for this, by knowing God’s word. He said a prophet is without honor by his own household, so I went with God for a six years than I backslid. I was so empty again and the Lord aloud Satan to torment me with limes. I was treated for eight months with strong antibiotics. It happen after I met Lee my husband I we met in the supper market at HEB. At that time I was dating older men. But Lee use to help me in the freezer so since he was so nice to me, I would give him a hug. I dated rich guys intelligent ones and not so intelligent but I did not find anyone that can steal my heart only Lee did that, when one time I hugged him he kissed me and that is all it took. I went out with him, and as I got to know him, he was the most honest person in the world. He was not save, yet he could never lie, and that to me is the best quality a man can have. So after a couple of years dating he asked me to marry him so we did. We both worked until I got bitten by a tick and was diagnose with lymes. I had to stay home and their ask God to bring back the joy of my salvation, and to break me again so that I will be restored to the fullness of feeling his presence. And sure enough, He broke me instantly. I was on the treadmill crying out to God. When I got off, I went to the Bible and it open on [Revelation 2: 4,5 “Nevertheless I have this against you, that you have left your first love.”Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent and do the first works, or else I will come to you quickly and remove your lamp stand from its place unless you repent.] So I repented and went back to how I use to serve him and have fellowship with the Almighty GOD. So there I was, back were I started but did not have the fullness of his presence. I did not wanted to get rid of all the worldly music and my roll plying games. But God kept pressing me to do so. I got rid of hundreds of dollars, I burn all my video games, gave my music to my brother, started to pray more, read the word of God more, and listen only to Christian music. God said whatever you give up for him, that he will reward you in this life, and in the one to come. And this is so true. I can feel the joy I once knew with him. The Lord wants me to tell you this! The day I receive salvation, When Susana the Christian lady lead me to the Lord. the dream that I had about God, I have never read a Bible before this dream. Yet here is the proof of my miracle. The Bible tells us that there is a rainbow, just as I saw and there is creatures in heaven that watches us day and night and that his hair is white. Yet I always thought his hair was brown, that is because we never seen him glorified. Here are the scriptures that proves, my dream came from God himself. And because we where faithful to him spending much time in his word, God gave us this ministry. He sent us this wonderful computer programmer, by another miracle, he just doesn’t know it yet. But I and Lee call him a man sent by God. We do not have the money to pay for this web site. But he is the nicest guy anybody can have for a friend, and my husband loves this guy his name is Robert. He is doing this at no cost to us. This is a man that comes home very tire, yet he does all that we ask him, his patience with us is not seen in humans today. He is unique thank you Rob. Because of you The Word of God will go forward. please all of you who read this letter pray that the power of God will touch him in a mighty way, and that he to will get to know his redeemer in a very special way. this is were we are right now. And here is a little clips from the Bible the word of God. [Revelation 1:14 His head and His hair were white like wool, as white as snow |
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